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I haven't been sleeping well lately. I've had previous cases of insomnia, very bad cases where I would survive weeks on 30 minutes of sleep. I was sleeping well a little bit ago. I don't know why. I'd get a healthy 8 hour rest without being disturbed in the middle of the night.

Recently, I've been having more nightmares again. That's why I was an insomniac before, the nightmares are terrible. I'd be so afraid to sleep.

The past 3 days I've only gotten about 4 hours of sleep. The bloodshot raccoon eyes are setting in, my body is dragging, my mind can't stay focused and I ramble incoherently about absolutely nothing to anyone who'll listen.

I feel bad for my friends the most, for having to put up with me and still being able to smile.

I have all this noise in my head, I try to drown it out with music, TV, both at the same time.

My family is worried about my health. Constant headache that never goes away, migraines, an assortment of other illnesses. I'm tired of doctors. I've been seeing doctors since I was 5. My file is so large a bystander would think it were a joke.

I've been throwing myself into scripting lately, as some of you might tell. I've changed the layout of my blog...Again. A friend said I was losing my edge. The floral thing is not my style, even though it looks nice. Maybe I'll change it again. At least change the color scheme. It gives me something to focus on, so I don't act so retarded around my friends. L understands and has seen me at my very worse. But J, I want to make a good impression with him. I want him to only see the best of me.

Your friend is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you. ~Elbert Hubard

Domestic violence -- No escape.

I keep wondering why this story is an endless loop. A woman makes a plan, escapes, tries to rebuild her life. She tries doing right and it goes all wrong. And all we can count on anymore is another funeral.

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'Tis better to suffer wrong than do it. ~Thomas Fuller, M. D.

Obsessions.

My blog is hitting a lot of search engines and coming up in top results. I'm quite impressed. It's just too bad I'm not getting as much feedback as I would like. Anyone have any suggestions? Feel free to leave a comment. No, this isn't a popularity contest. I would just like to know what everyone thinks about my blog, if I should change anything or add anything, etc.

In other news, I have received an eMail back from Firstgov. The history for those who don't actively visit SVS, I have eMailed Firstgov AND the Vice President asking forinformation about Naylor. I'm patiently awaiting the "Anti-stalker" to cause a tissy over this, saying I'm stalking him again. Damned if you do, damned if you don't. Anyway, yes I've received an eMail from Firstgov telling me to feel free to eMail the Vice President himself, which, I've already done so that was no help. Still waiting on a response from him. I know it will be a little bit before I do get a response because everyone seems to be eMailing the government over Katrina.

My ex-boyfriend and his current girlfriend have been stalking and harassing me. He insists he wants me back so he calls me then his girlfriend finds out he's called me and so she calls me and tells me to leave him alone. So, he's resorted to driving by my house and speaking with my neighbors about me.

I'm not afraid of him doing something. But, from what I hear, she (The current girlfriend) is a few fries short of a Happy Meal. Thank god she doesn't know where I live.

It was only a one-time deal, I believe. As I believe my ex doesn't want me knowing what he's doing and since the neighbors, bless their hearts, have told me about him talking to them about me and I've confronted him on it, there has been no other incidences.

Only time will tell. I went a year without contact with him and out of the blue he decided to visit me. He told me he'd drive up and down the street just to see if my car was in the driveway. That kind of frightened me.

What's the difference between love and obsession?

'Mad' is a term we use to describe a man who is obsessed with one idea and nothing else. ~Ugo Betti

Preliminary hearing set in murder case.

FARMINGTON -- A preliminary hearing has been set for a 29-year-old Bountiful man charged with the murder of his ex-wife.

Second District Court Judge Jon M. Memmott on Monday set the hearing for Oct. 25, at which time a judge will determine if there is enough evidence to continue the case against David Edward Drommond Jr.

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Every man has his secret sorrows which the world knows not; and often times we call a man cold when he is only sad. ~Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

Capital murder charge filed in ex-wife's slaying.

A Bountiful man accused of killing his ex-wife is facing the most serious crime on Utah's books. David Drommond, 29, was charged Tuesday with capital murder, which carries a possible death penalty. But William McGuire, of the Davis County Attorney's Office, said his office hasn't decided yet whether to seek a death sentence.

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Every unpunished murder takes away something from the security of every man's life. ~Daniel Webster

Suspect may have mental illness history.

Bountiful man appointed a public defender in capital murder trial.

FARMINGTON -- A 29-year-old Bountiful man charged with the murder of his ex-wife has a history of mental illness, a public defender said Wednesday.

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BOUNTIFUL - A man was arrested here Sunday after fatally shooting his ex-wife and wounding her father with a 9 mm handgun, police said.
Her killing would be the 14th domestic-violence-related death in Utah this year.

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FARMINGTON -- Prosecutors have filed charges, including aggravated murder, against David Edward Drommond Jr. in connection with the shooting death of his ex-wife.


Davis County Chief Deputy Attorney Bill McGuire said his office has not decided if it plans to seek the death penalty, which is one of the possible sentences if Drommond is convicted.


Drommond, 29, is accused of shooting Janeil Drommond in Bountiful on Sunday when she arrived at his apartment to drop off their two children, ages 3 and 2, for a visitation.


Prosecutors filed the charges Tuesday in 2nd Dist-rict Court. Drommond is also charged with first-degree attempted aggravated murder in connection with the shooting of Janeil's father, Neil Reed Bradley, and with a class A misdemeanor for violating a protective order. Prosecutors said Janeil received an e-mail Aug. 16 from Drommond.

Source: http://www2.standard.net/standard/news/60887/

You said I killed you - haunt me, then! The murdered do haunt their murderers, I believe. I know that ghosts have wandered on earth. Be with me always - take any form - drive me mad! only do not leave me in this abyss, where I cannot find you! ~Emily Bronte